Of souls : L'Une

Weirdly enough, I can't go through this topic in french only. My native tongue can't grasp every bit of the uniqueness this aspect of my life holds. Since I have no issue in either languages and like it better when it comes to souls and this particular one if I can go through the language of my choice, I won't refrain. 

I stumbled on this song recently. And what a song. No matter how I listen to it, it resonates to deeply that I can't just walk past it.

"Hear me call your name

Just believe and speak to me..."

She has been my guide though those shattered, drowned lands I see in my dreams. She has always been there, through high tides and low tides. Through pure anger and through joy. The softest hand in times of sadness. A silent light when I turned my back, claiming how impossible it was, how childish, how mad. When I felt like all was crumbling she was still the ultimate hand to help me up. No need to hide, to try and fake it. To try to mask how I felt. Because she knew. She was the shoulder to cry on. The two hands on my arms, pushing me further when I felt weak. The one to take me through the storms, through inconscious swamps. She gave me Love beyond measure. My Only One Nightchaser. L'Une. 

The One who always gave her Whole. She held an incredible endurance. Tried to give me confidence. Walked with me even when I pushed her away. And how powerful this Wrath. How deep the Lust. How easy the walk across night sky. How clear the View of what was coming. 

I remember when I felt her less and less. I remember the start. Like a fading light. I thought it was only because of the time I ignored every gut feeling, and most of my instinct.

But seems everybody can fade one day, even the brightest light.

I can only care as much as I can, until I find a way to resolve this situation.